Okay, I have been seeing this guy off and on for about 5 years and I’m trying to break it off but it is hard.
The
thing is that I’m married and have been for over 10 years and the guy
that I’m messing with is, or was, my husband’s best friend. I know what
you are thinking, but it is not about the sex. Believe me it’s not. I
have some type of emotional attachment that I just can’t break.
My
husband knows because I couldn’t take the guilt and he believes that we
are no longer having any contact with each other. I haven’t slept with
him in almost a year, but we still send each other text messages and
emails.
And whenever I’m in the same room with the both of them I
feel so guilty. My husband had cheated on me so it was my way of
getting even, but it turned into something more.
I’m happy with
my husband now and things couldn’t be better. It is just that I often
catch myself thinking about the other guy. How do I break it off for
good and move on? What is this that I’m feeling? It can’t be love.
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